how can someone argue that I shouldnt feel the way I feel, that the way i feel or think is not right? especially when i sit smack bang right in the center of it all? and everything will all come back to me. sitting there arguing over the way im complicating things, the way i'm overly thinking things through, the way that im frustrating them, i feel like it seems as though im not appreciative of what they've done, i feel like im creating more stress, i feel as though i shouldnt complicate things more, i feel like its not supposed to be there for me, i feel like..